I don't want to wait that long.
I have a job interview next weekend with a club swim team, for a head coaches position- of an outlet of the team. This would be something I always dreamed of growing up. [I mean, shit, I want to go in the coaches room at swim meets and get brownies and nachos.] And, well, have the pool be your office...
I also have that drive though. To live cheaply, somewhere beautiful- and train. [Hawaii] I guess I'm afraid that if I get this job- I'm going to give up on my own athletic dreams to help others reach theirs.
...And the first word that comes to describe Pullman wouldn't necessarily be "beautiful."
Maybe I'm hard to please. I mean what's that they always say- You'll never know if you never try. I guess I need to stop playing the "what if" game....and go ahead and do.
Or just live in the now.
I mean as of right now...I have a great schedule. Couldn't ask for anything more. Speaking with JM last night I realized that my aspirations of going pro wouldn't entail too much more schedule-wise...other than training a lot more...and a little added stress to perform well.
Ramble ramble. Happy Friday! Moral of story: I want to live in Hawaii.
Hawaii 70.3, swim start.
Queen K, Kona. Enough said...
Jm and I My manager, on Left, will be deciding what I do with my life.
Love, Erin
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